The invisible rollercoaster: Iman
Iman is a rollercoaster. It can be high up in the sky, and in an instant, it plummets to its lowest point. One of my weaknesses is a lack of attention to my own emotions, and it’s been years since I attempted (and still continue to strive for) understanding my feelings better. Thus, I always try to listen to my own feelings and write down my emotions (which are often neglected) to untangle my real feelings. Well, I would say, sometimes emotions come in a massive form of layers. At least that’s what I feel lately. Most of the time, I cannot recognize what I truly feel, and it took me some time to unravel the core of my real feelings. Back to Iman. By acknowledging my emotions and feelings, I started to understand that Iman is indeed a rollercoaster. There was a time when I felt so close to Allah SWT to the point that I was always happy every time I put my head down for my sujud . It was around the Ramadan time. Maybe the vibe was just right to tune in. I learned and read mor...